KunoichiOut My Mind Just in Time

KunoichiOut My Mind Just in Time

Sunday, June 23, 2013

NB!!! We Are Moving House!

I will be moving my blog work to my Tumblr account.

The Tumblr account in itself is not new, I have had it for five years but used blogger to share. Now I would like to utilise this dormant account.

Its a hard decision to do, but Tumblr is connected to to all my other social networks and it will b easier to tag pic and other updates as thy happen.

I loved sharing my thoughts here, but I think its time for change. And I want to try new things and re-write how I want to lead this life afforded to me.

So Follow me to my Tumblr account: 'The Turquise Lady...' or follow this link ---> http://zoekunoichi.tumblr.com/

See you on the other side

Friday, June 21, 2013

Resentment is a girls best enemy!



This is not something one wants, but unfortunate circumstances gets one there: Sigh

I wish I could believe you then I'll be alright
But now everything you told me really doesnt apply
To the way I feel inside
Loving you was easy once upon a time
But now my suspicions of you have multiplied

And it's all because you lied

I only give you a hard time
Bacause I can't go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forget this
But I'm much too full of resentment

Just can't seem to get over the way you hurt me
Don't know how you gave another who didn't mean a thing
The very thing you gave to me
I thought I could forgive you and I know you've changed
But as much as I want to trust you, I know it isn’t the same

And it's all because you lied


I may never understand why
I'm doing the best that I can and
I've tried and tried to forgive this
But I'm much too full of resentment

I'll always remember feeling like I was ‘no good’
Like I couldn't do it for you like she/they could

And it's all because you lied

Loved you more than ever
More than my own life
The best part of me I gave you
It was sacrificed

And it's all because you lied

I know she was attractive but I was here first
Been riding with you for six years why did I deserve
To be treated this way by you,
I know your probably thinking what's up with zee
I been crying for too long…
What did you do to me...

I used to be so strong but now you took my soul
I'm crying
can't stop crying
can't stop crying

You could of told me that you weren’t happy
I know you didn't want to hurt me
But look what you've done to me now

I have to look at her in her eyes and see she's had half of me

How could you lie?