unanswered ?uestions

They speak of jobs and positions
Who's seeing who, who's settled Down
They casually mention your name
The power in the A Word is insane
How it triggers everything to come tumbling down

Into the pit of my stomach-
Boulders and butterflies coexist
That chemical reaction shared by all romantics
Threatens to persist

And this unanswered question
Lingers on to this later date
Can I Resign to never knowing
If I as your one that got away

The back and forth, the on and off
The "Don't Call Anymore"
The leaving, the wishing I had stayed
A self inflicted prison I can't escape
Like if I did the memories would decay

And there would be no more hours of dreaming
About what a life with you would have been
That chemical reaction shared by all romantics
Has some twisted need to exist

Say you feel nothing when you see me...
Say that where I walk ,flowers have grown...
Say that I rocked your world...
Say that I was never your girl...
Just give me Something
Give me something I can put in stone