Psalms 32:1-5 (its 3am and my cries wake me again)

The LORD rescued me with this verse. I feel like my heart can't take this anymore. I thought I could be strong with the matters of my heart. I'm not and so the pain keeps me awake and I try to silence it, but its not working. I need someone to be strong for me too :-(. Yet again there is none but the Lord... It reads thus... When I kept silent, my bones wasted away through my groaning all day long. For day and night your hand was heavy upon me; my strength was sapped as in the heat of summer. Then I acknowledged my sin to you and did not cover up my inequity. I said, "I will confess my transgression to the LORD- and you forgave the guilt of my sin.

I have a shoe fetish if you did not know. And this is only apparent to people who see me and see all the kind of shoes I wear. I am not afraid to experiment or go wild with them. Yet i always hav a policy of keeping things classy, simple yet elegant and noticeable. Shoes are my best buys, I always look forward to shopping for shoes. Heels is particular catch my eye, because of the frame they give to your body. A lot of people think I like heels because I am short- let me just set the record straight, I love my height, its one of those things I cant do anything about and I am glad there can be nothing done. I am so comfortable with my height that it even is better to walk around in heels, i dont become rediculously tall. *every tall person needs a tall one* and i mention that because I love tall, dark guys. Anyways clothes, on the other hand are a mission for me. I really dont believe I am a fashionista (though I have to asmit I have a sense of style). Unlike other women, it is a norm to find the perfect clothing, then dress it up and find a shoe to compliment the attire. I, am particularly different. I buy the shoe first, then decide what clothing item will compliment the shoe. To the point whereby I will wear simple dark clothing just so the shoe is visible (Like my friends would mimick me: " So my shoe is not Drowned" lol) When I dream of my big house in the near future, with my husband and I and our Twin-Walk-In-Closet, I only see my shoes lined up. I will put them in a spectrum of colours such as the rainbow and just marvel. Yesterday my coleague told me about his client who has 2,3mil worth of a pen collection. Wow, like 2,3 mil.[Pause, let it simmer] *thinkimg hard* I wouldnt mind that... Anyways, just sharing my love for shoes and how they are priority when it comes to my look

::::::::::Oh how I love these shorts:::::::::

Oh and not just any rose, but a black rose.

What we shared was as sweet and as endearing as a forehead kiss. It was what I wanted. it was what I needed. He was a gentleman, and a friend. And I’ll always love him for that.