I am In[side]love

So these past couple of days I was feeling very romantic and lovey dovey. Mind you- it was by myself. Im at a phase where I wish I was In(side)love. At this moment I just want to be told I am loved, kissed on the cheek, held by my hand, my hair played with. But not just that- I want to be fulfilled. Have a "somebody" who makes me a better person, who piques my mind and elevates me as a woman. Someone who inspires me. like Jill Scott says, "I just wanna be loved"
So when I decided I was going to review my prayer to God again to grant me a companion who will make me feel this way- it came in the form of a poem. I needed to make sure I, myself understand first what I want in order to convey it to God. he honesty of this poem though, scared me. I literally wrote it under two minutes because it seems I am ready and I know exactly what i want. So here you go...
(This is me talking about my compaion whom I have already [FAITH])



I go to sleep and he was the last thing on my mind
The concluding full stop on my text
The last word from my lips

As I got comfy on my bed
Waiting for sleep to rescue me from him-
It so happened he brought sleep to my body
He was my dream that occupied me the whole night
He was the words I was sleep-talking
He was the voice I heard when sleep walking
The same voice that guided me safely back to bed

So when I woke up the next day, he was the voice that rang in my ear
While trying to adjust my blurry vision, he was the first face I saw
He is the reason I wake up daily
He is the reason I get dressed and look good

He is the makeup on my face,
The lip gloss he will taste
He is the hand cream he will touch on my hands
He is the deodorant he will hug and embrace
He is the time he spends with me
He is the joy he will receive from me
He is the love he will experience from me
He is the care he so needs from me
He is the companion he will share with me
He is the Truth he will get from me
He is the destiny he will share with me.

He is that which I need him to be and that which he needs from me
All he wants from me is there, because he is the embodiment of IT
Love inexplicable- Love made perfect